"I didn't lose my mind. I sold it on Ebay."

I was going back and forth between this title, which I stole from a piece of flair on facebook or: "Total Insanity". Both pretty accurately describe my life right now. I'm not going to waste time apologizing for not writing in a million years, because by the time I'm finished, you'll know why.

Since my last post, I:
-Visited my best friend in Europe
-Went on a weekend trip with the youth group from church
-Had a miscarriage (again)
-Volunteered for 2 months at church to help organize an international convention
-Entertained houseguests for 2 months, two weeks, and one week, respectively
-Said goodbye to my best friend (again)
-Threw birthday parties for all four of my babies
-Started various medications
-Went camping at the beach
-Drove 14 hours EACH WAY with 4 kids and 3 adults to TN for a weekend
-Endured a surprise root canal
-Said goodbye to my baby sister
-Was a counselor for 10 & 11 year old girls for a week
-Had another miscarriage (that's number 5)
-Went back to work
-Drove from MD to Maine with four kids
-Went back to school
-Sent my big boy to 1st grade
-Filed for bankruptcy
-Took a weekend trip to the opposite coast
-Planned a trip to Germany for my baby sister's wedding
-Started selling things on ebay
-Officially lost my mind

I'm sure I'm forgetting a million things, but that's the short list. I'm hoping to get this blog back up and fill it with happy thoughts soon. Until then... Pray for me!! :)